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Thursday, August 31, 2006 Hi perseuS..onli halF the squad has paiD..The otEr halF plS remember to bring your $5 on friDay.. ToadAy is teAcherS dAy.. I noe itS suppoSe to be a joyous day and all But I feel Soo damn ****ed up.I just dun feel like smiling or laughing.i dun noe wat to do,,where to go.Its raining,,I couldnt go home till 1 plus neither could i go to JuyiNg..I honestly wanted to go back but mum dun allow and i dun wan to bother pleading.I just dun care.I didnt see the ma'ams and eeechAaa All left oreAdi..DAMn..SO much for a hapPy dAY. Everyones so happy and laughin and i feel like crying,,i wnt lie,i miss you. was in the hall and saw tem,they must haf been so disappointed with me the other time,Seeing them happy makes me happy..cnt believe tat i sort of shamed tem.Like wth amirAh ,,**** you! Suddenly,,all the GUILT I felt before just came back..I got So many ppl in trouble and disappointed a whole lot more. I am SERIOUSLY stressed out and DEFINITELY depressed,,I am TotALLY scrEWED and i want to DIE. -amirah *See u guys on FriDAe 1,2,3,4, Left, Right, Left. 4,3,2,1, We are PERSEUS! (: |
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